I’m sorry for your loss. Today, it’s our 12 weeks too, since my father gone. You’re right, how each day feels so hard to live by. I still think of my father each day, everyday, all the time. I always consider myself as a strong person, but I lost my strength since the day I got the news. I’m the first born in my family, but I was the last one to come to my father’s house that day. It took me 2 hours to reach his house. I remember how devastated I was to found him in his bed. He died in his own bed, 15-20 mins after he had his lunch. Every friday since my father gone, it’s like automatically I count how many weeks it has been. And today it’s been 12. 12 difficult weeks! I don’t know when my time will come, but I’m not fear of death no more because I know that when that day comes, I’ll meet my father again 😊 You have to be strong too. It’s not easy I know. I hope time heals our pain someday.

12 weeks today you’ve been gone missy moo 12weeks since I woke up and realised our time together was over 12 weeks since you flew away and broke mummies heart 12 weeks one day since we had our last cuddle with you alive 😭 3MONTHS! How has it been 3MONTHS 💔😭 I think about you all the time I cry about you every single day I get so many bad days where I just want to be with you I love and miss you forever and always mummies princess I still sometimes hear you shout mum from you room or I hear you Contagious belly laugh I miss every single thing about you 😭💔💜🧜‍♀️

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